hello!! writing a more positive but short entry today! mostly cause christmas break is in 3 weeks and im praying i can get through school quickly..
another reason why ive been a bit happier lately is because ive been interested in jirai kei for a few days, and the style makes me really happy!
(im also trying to learn how to dress more feminine since its something i struggle with..)
the only thing im worried about is i got attached to jirai kei really quickly and i don't want to spend a bunch of money to make coords and end up not be interested in the style anymore.
so im kinda just waiting now, i have some blouses and skirts and sets i liked saved on pinterest and il decide maybe after a few paychecks if its something i genuinely like and will enjoy for a long time and not a major obsession.

this is an idea of what jirai kei is. not a very good example but :'3 this is a better explaination (google doc)